Don 1999-01-26

The room is moist and dark. It is exactly like my office in Florida, except for one detail which is puzzling: everything is mirror image. It's as if I'm working late, in the past, in some sort of alternate universe.

We can ignore the mirror-image remark as it simply changes the aspect of the room, not its degree of furnishing.

The forest is populated with tropical trees, which strangely give way to evergreens and other trees of colder climes. There is no sign of wildlife, not even insects, though I keep expecting to meet a cloud of gnats.

The path, paved at first, fades to dirt and then to scrub - disappearing entirely under my feet into brambles and fallen, rotting branches.

That the path fades away may suggest that the subject became more confused as adolescence progressed.

The path finally fades out on a hillside, and there is a brook, some fifteen feet across - shallow against smooth, reddish brown rocks. It looks as if it would be difficult to cross on the rocks - an experimental touch, and then a taste, reveals the water to be numbingly cold, as if melted snow.

A crumpled, rusted steel beer can is half-embedded at the riverside. It is an ancient relic, a fragment of its lid showing it had been pierced long ago with a church-key. No paint or label remains; but as I pick it up I see a faint "Schlitz" embedded into its top.

That it is litter could indicate a negative overall view of marriage. (Lots of people have been making the container waste of some sort lately.)

A sparkle in the path turns out to be a key, an odd barrel-shaped one. It looks like it might be the type used to open vending machines. Idly, I wonder if vending machines ever sold beer, long ago.

This vending machine key is unusual in both appearance and purpose; therefore, the subject is looking for a challenging, off-the-wall career.